Feeling My Age

Sometimes, I just feel tired.  Just old and tired.  I am frustrated tonight because I cannot log in to my work computer because I screwed up my password.  Which will make me behind on my paperwork. Which will make me very cranky tomorrow trying to keep up.  Then I just realized I forgot to call my patients tonight, and schedule them for tomorrow. Which makes me more cranky. Grrrr.  So today, just feeling old and tired.  I get so UNmotivated at night, especially nights when the kids aren't here. There are so many things I could have done tonight, and basically I did nothing. Grrrrr some more.

I have nothing to say.  I wish I had money.  I wish I didn't have to worry if I had enough gas for my car.  I wish I were skinnier.  I wish I wish I wish, IIIIIIIIIIIII. Grrrrrr.